crazy it's been six months. i don't even know how to explain what
you've become to me in that time. you've undone years of me being
cold, distant, shut off and you didn't even force it. you just were
soft, dramatic, sensitive, real. you made it safe for me to feel
again. every day with you feels like i'm learning how to love better
and softer. i've never had someone make me want to show up the way you
do. i've never had someone see me so clearly and still choose to
stay.
you've seen the worst parts of me and you still say "i love you" each
time. and not like it's a question. like it's certainty. like it's the
one thing you'll always mean. and i believe you. i trust you. you've
shown me again and again that love doesn't mean being perfect. it
means staying, choosing and growing together.
you've become my safest person, my soft place, my loudest supporter
and my quietest comfort.
i love the way you overthink and spiral but always come back. i love
the way you say sorry too much and care too hard. i love when you tell
me you miss me and the way you cry when something small hits you deep.
you feel everything and i get to be the one you share it with.
six months ago, i didn't know we'd end up here. now i can't imagine
any future without you in it. i love you more than i've ever known how
to explain. and i'm going to keep showing you, day after day, that
you're not too much, not hard to love, and never alone.
and honestly? i still get butterflies sometimes. like when your name
pops up. or when you say something in that voice you use when you're
trying to act tough but i know you're melting. you drive me insane in
the best way. and even when we argue or misunderstand or spiral, i'd
still rather do all of that with you than have something easy with
anyone else. i know we're not perfect, we both mess up, we both get
scared, but we keep coming back. we keep choosing each other. and that
means more to me than anything. you've made these six months feel like
home. and i don't care where we go next, i just want it to be with
you.
happy six months my love. you're everything to me.